image by Banksy
I have been struggling alot lately to keep focused- so many hopes and plans that sometimes I can't keep up with them. I want so much in life. I don't understand when people say they are bored.
Incidentally, lately I've found myself more depressed than I have been in many, many months and frustrated with the energy it drains from me. What a frustrating struggle, and I know I am not alone in it. I don't want to have a pity party, but I feel betrayed by myself. Why does my body do this to me? Or is it my mind? Is there a difference? The past couple weeks were such a string of high and lows. I want to let it go. I want my mind moving in a new direction.